What is going thru my head pt 8

At times I feel like i have lost a part of me.
Music, games,and card games, what does it mean?
These things  I used to do. Where did it go?
I can only answer that myself, no one knows.
When it comes music, there's hip-hop and rock.
Think of trek, I wish i were Spock.
Reading helps me think of new things to write.
I would talk to a person instead of wanting a fight.
I am Jynex, I am not the best or better than rest.
Always wondering on what to do next.
Living Life one day at a time.
People look at me strange. Why?
What's the problem.
Am I am snob ? No

I'm better off leaving that for the people that are stuck up.
For them I would tell them to Shut the Hell up.
You are a human being.
No one is perfect what are you seeing.
I see that the person that can help others.
Like a son giving food to his mother.
Here is where i finish this.
Striving for a better tomorrow, instead of being selfish.