Feeling like you should be buried in the dirt.
Confronting a person then lies to your face.
Those people to me are just a disgrace.
Even so those people I do not hate.
In life I have learned to accept what I cannot change.
Its out of my hands, no longer is anything the same.
For know I will make the effort to atone for what I did.
I want to be out in the open, acting like a man not a kid.
Giving school my all is something I want to do.
Remember that I cannot focus without eating some food.
This year has been a strange one, a lot of surprises.
Honestly the surprises weren't all that nice at all.
Some of them caused me to tremble and fall.
Honestly What I did back then, I do NOT want to repeat.
I would like to be able to live normally and be able to sleep.
Confidence builds me up and I gain strength from that.
Taking precuations for my emotions so I don't feel like crap.
The sun is out and clouds part away.
All times arent bad, I look for the good days.
Although I am human, I do try and lend a hand.
There are somethings that I do and don't understand.
Being stared, it makes feel like I am weird.
I know I am not, I'm quiet like a deer.
So if I don't say anything, don't judge me.
God created me and he shows me my destiny.
