I dont know what goes on in my head

Everyone is around in this field.

The bond we have, doesnt seem to yield.

God is my sword and my shield.

He is like a good person providing a meal

Strength and Courage go along way.

People always complain and say.

Why are bad things happening  this day.

When you do something wrong, in the end you have to pay.

God is good and great .

He is the one responsible for everything that is made.

With faith in him, You will never feel fear.

It Hurts

    What is the point of my existence?
Did I come to ruin people lives , push them away, say hurtful things.
Does  is make sense for me to be here.
God I ask you this. Why do I say hurtful thing to people.
Do I have too much pride? Do I have a hard time let things go.
Me in their lives You in mine.
I don’t know what to do right now,
All there is left  is ………..
Alone in this Hell
The Devil constantly Laughing at me.
Telling me that I am worthless.
I keep failing and making constant mistakes
I am not sure of who I am any more
All there is left is …………
Given the day where I get down on my knees
I beg forgiveness
Where are the people that care?
Did I abandon them all?
Damn It, It hurts
Fading away into shadow until I am longer seen
Lost in the Darkness of that  pit I am confined to.

A Good Point

"If two people share very different views, it's better they go their separate ways."

 Red Hair Shanks

What goes on In my Head 8

Trying to put together a poem that rhymes.

I dont realize it half the time.

The things that comes out of my big mouth.

Like Suffering from a drought.

I feel like cold with no one there.

Don't even think people even care.

But there's always one that does.

Your not alone, He's watching from above

A still mind, is it hard to obtain ?

Looking at present what have i gained?

The world and the places i have gone to.

I look around, just searching for you.

But it seems I cannot find what i have lost.

That one special item that cannot be bought.

A heart with feelings of love and care.

Proving that the love is there.

Showing what it means to be human.

That enternal commitment to a woman.

A vow you can't take back.

Cross the line and end up with a smack.

For ground I walk on is still and firm.

To show forth what i have learned.

My words are for the one that i care about.

I will go to her and tell with a shout.

I LOVE YOU