Patience- the Last Poem for 0c+o83r. :)

Patience, To be able to wait without complain,
Waiting for that one day that isn't the same.
Walking back and forth, day by day.
Still trying to forgive myself from 2yrs ago last May.
2010, This year I had have losses and the same time,
I have gained much.
It was a long ten months, and it wasn't luck.
To make efforts to resolve that long list.
It will put an end to grudges that still exist.
God is there watching over me, still give me strength to continue.
Instead of reckless, take a step a back and review.
Like an essay, we see our grammar mistakes.
A simple prayer from your heart is all that takes.
"God, hear me now I am conflicted and confused.
All I see is betrayal and the fact I was used.
I ask you to give me protection against the enemy. 
I only human and I make mistakes, forgive me.
Forgive the people who have wronged me,
Your presence is near
I feel like there's hope and no reason to fear.
When I'm upset, you take away my pain.
With you Lord,I don't lose, I gain."
Thank you for my friends that show support.
Thank you for Tara, she is more than a reward.
Watch over us and keep us safe.
In Jesus name I pray
Amen

Looking Back

It's just two years has passed since reality hit me in the face.
Looking back at it now, that's a between a rock and a hard place.
2008, is when I really should have been listening.
2009, is  when i had found someone who was shining.
My life as well as other who can relate, have had issues.
Friends, family, and the girl friend who didnt work out
and  is now using up all the tissues.
We say this, "There is no point, I'm done"
Done with what?  When life has yet to begin.
We all have done bad thing in life.
I think the hardest thing to in to tell the truth and do the right thing.
Getting into trouble is easier, but getting out is harder.
Why should i let this raining day get to me.
When I'm with Sonata, the sun is always shining.
The year is almost over, not going to give up.
Damn i wondered who won the world cup.
Laughing at people saying deez nuts.
Just have to keep believing in him.
Faith and prayer
God and a brown eyed kitty
I wont feel like a failure.
I will  stand tall and win.

A poem for October 14

Clouds fill the sky,the rain falls to the ground.
It gives off a pleasant sound.
I wander around, looking confused.
I feel out of place and thinking, what to do?
At times, I feel like nothing is ever there.
The ways things are now, do people even care?
Walking and staying each and every day.
It makes me sad, so I begin to pray.
I ask the lord to help me with  my issues.
The wind blows hard, I need a tissue.
When I pray to him, My mind become clear.
No more pain or distraction, It feel likes a new year.
To start over and know who is a friend.
That person you will stand there with until the end.